Your Name But Written In My Name 

sometimes it feels like the moon
the stars 
& everything I see
has been written in your name 
& your voice is the sweetest melody
your words pulsate through my brain 

& if you follow me into this moment 
we can make it feel like forever 
& if forever is just an evening alone with you
then lets get lost in our forever

& if poetry is something that seeps into everything you feel
then let it fall
let it fall repeatedly
& if lovers are only allowed to lust after ghosts 
then your ghost forever haunts me

would it be odd 
if I said I still feel parts of you coursing through me?
and I see you without seeing you
your face
your voice
your breathe it’s beguiling